Yes, I am married to my best friend. Yes, I am having a baby (gender soon!) But no, I am not financially stable. And that is starting to bother me so much right now. I want things to be good for the baby, I don't want us to have to struggle. But right now, we are just making bills and it sucks. I have been looking intently for a job for the most part of 1-2 months after I was done with my bout of "I got unemployment and first trimester sucks". I want our own place, with the peace and quiet that contains like we had a few years before. Privacy. Comfort. A home.
I have an interview this week so I'm hoping for good news but it's not exactly what I'm looking for. I generally like the medical field since I trained for that at school. Did nursing home reception for almost a year and home health for the second time around after. The last job I has was a temp agency position at an office for a place that sells tiles and kitchen decor. It wasn't bad, and the work was easy but they were kind of ball busters with attendance and ended the assignment after 3 months since their regular was coming back.
This interview is for a place that schedules people to goto your house and do demolition or mold removals etc, its still a clerical position so basically phones, filing, probably copies etc-- but if its not full time honestly I'm skeptical. I could make at home doing nothing the same as 20 hours a week but be a lot more bored, plus when the pregnancy issues are bothering me it doesn't matter as much if I'm home. I want to be productive but I don't want to struggle for the same amount i'm already getting? To me it makes sense.
Also, to tell them or not to tell them (about being pregnant)? I'm still kind of at that stage where I could be over weight /bloated and people might not be inclined to ask. I am so unsure.
On a side note, we are putting in an application for an apartment this week which is exciting and nerve racking. But I know I can't pull it off for more than a few months without more $$$ in the near future.
Sassy mom-to-be who likes to write. I'm currently 34 years old and have been writing for years on and off. Silly anecdotes, life experiences, stress stuff, pregnancy stuff, sharing recipes. Hope you enjoy!
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